In the end
Monday, October 14, 2013, 4:41 AM, 0 comments
"You go studying for what undeniable reason actually?"Ustaz Zafrul asked us as he was about to start a dicussion about further studies with us.
Some said for parents.
Yes.
Some said for money.
Yes.
Some said for Allah.
Yes.
But I kept in silence, waiting for him to continue his endless words.
"That's why we need to think further, have a wider vision of life, maybe money isn't everything but everything is money."
He gave many advises to us and I just could remember a part of it, but at least I knew what he was up to. Regardless to that, now I have think way too far but maybe not that far, cause I don't really even know what I want to achieve in this life, and yet this is only a temporary one. None is to be lasted forever.
My friend once said this to us;
"Our life in this world, is not the only end. After we die, we have to face the hereafter. The only place where we will be there forever, until infinity.
Whatever you did in this life, don't make it affect your life in the infinity world.
You might think of getting a good job, but, what's about in the here after?"
What do we want to be exactly, in the end?
Everywhere
1:01 AM, 0 comments
Fipper
disarung ke kaki. Tuala yang dicapai tadi diletak kemas ke penyangkut. Kelas
mula lagi 15 minit dan Iskandar cuma ada 8 minit untuk gerak ke kampusnya.
Haih!
“Kalau
lah aku tak pergi borak dengan member tadi, takde aku lambat siap camnih. Tup tap
tengok-tengok member dah awal dah mandi,” bebel macam mak cik kat tepi gerai je
lagaknya. Muka putih bersih itu ditenung lama dalam cermin.
“Hensem
juga aku ni. Heh,” sempat lagi nak puji diri. Semangat tambahan konon. Siapa
lagi nak puji kalau bukan diri sendiri kan. Lagi pun, bukankah sebaik-baik
ciptaan Allah itu ialah manusia?
Senyum.
Hamdallah.
Kampus
Darul Quran: 0820
Perut
berbunyi macam cengkerik dekat hutan belantara. Bunyi ranting patah pun ada
juga. Hiperbola. Tak sempat isi perut tadi. Padan muka. Who cares juga kalau
kau tak makan kan. Eh ye ke? Kat Syria, Mesir, Palestin, Afrika, huh kat
Malaysia ni pun…berlambak kot yang tak breakfast, lunch, dinner semua ni.
Farhan
duduk di sebelah Iskandar. Kerusi ditarik perlahan.
Sedari
tadi, Farhan hanya memerhati gelagat Iskandar yang ala-ala pelakon teater takde
suara. Wajah cemberut semacam. Tangan di perut. Hah, sah lambat bangun ke apa ni sampai tak sempat makan?
“Lapar
ke?”
“Tak
sangat. Tapi, yes. Confirm tak boleh focus lepas ni,” Iskandar
merengek macam budak 2 bulan. Farhan mencebik.
“Hek
eleh. Nah, ambil ni. Takpe, aku gentle man hari ni,”
Iskandar
menyambut huluran Farhan. Bun coklat dua bungkus yang entah dari mana gentle
man ni seludup.
“Thanks.
Memang kau gentle apa. Hotstuff la katakan. Ha ha ha,”
“Hotsuff
kat dunia takpe. Hot stuff kat akhirat tu je yang naya nanti,”
Gulp.
Air liur ditelan lama.
Iskandar
sengih kambing. Padan muka. Kan kena setepek! Dia segera membuka plastik bun
itu lalu disuap rezeki ke dalam mulut.
“Hm.
Makanan untuk tubuh ni, ada je kat memana nak cari. Sumber makan, minum
sekarang kat tepi jalan pun boleh je nak beli.
Tapi,
Makanan
untuk rohani ni nak dapat dari mana? Heh.
Sumber
rohani ni, dari Allah je kita boleh dapat. Percuma. Kena usaha. Istiqamah.
Allah pula kita letak kat mana? Langit? Bumi? Udara? Cari lah dalam hati
sendiri, kerana…
Hanya
dengan mengingati Allah, jiwa kita akan menjadi tenang. Ye dak?
Eh,
cepat sikit makan. Kang Murobbi datang, kena detention pulak tak pasal-pasal.”
Iskandar
mengangguk laju.
Lepas
ni, cari makanan untuk rohani pula.